STATISTICS REGARDING MY EX-WIFE'S JEOPARDY WHICH SHE CREATED FOR ME WHICH WAS TERRIFYING AND WHICH PREVENTED MY HAVING ANYONE HOUSE SIT FOR ME SO I COULD TRAVEL TO PURSUE MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.

I WAS SHOCKED WHEN MY BROTHER TOLD ME AT CHOCOLATE&VANILLA, THAT I WAS NOT TO BE CREDITED WITH ANY PAYMENTS I MADE ON MY WIFE'S DEBT BUT "MOTHER HAS DECIDED" ANDREW SAID "YOU ARE GOING TO PAY THE HIGHEST RATE WHICH SHE GETS FROM ANY OF HER INVESTMENTS" IN CASH UNDER THE TABLE. THE MONEY WAS NOT HERS, IT WAS MINE FROM THE GRANDPA COLLARD TRUST FUND AND ALL OF THE  ACCUMULATED INTEREST FOR 20 YEARS. "YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GET ANY MORE MONEY" HE SAID. HE KNEW I HAD GROWN MYSELF NEARLY A POUND OF MARIJUANA AS THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY I WAS GOING TO GET MYSELF ANYTHING TO SMOKE. I HAD TO SELL MY STASH TO PAY RENT ON MY WIFE'S BUSINESS AND MY FIRST PAYMENT OF THE INTEREST I HAD TO PAY ALTHOUGH I REFUSED TO PAY INTEREST SAYING THAT I WAS ONLY GOING TO PAY THE PRINCIPLE BACK EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MY MONEY FROM MY TRUST FUND.

FAST FORWARD TO WHERE C&V WENT OUT OF BUSINESS IN 1986 AND THEN FOUR MONTHS LATER I WAS CRASHED INTO IN MY CAR BY MR. INGRAM AND I WENT INTO A STATE OF FUGUE.

I WAS BEING EXTORTED. I HAD TO PAY MOTHER $475 PER MONTH AND BETTY MY WIFE $1000. FOR HER BECAUSE I WOULD NOT "LET" HER GO ON WELFARE. SHE PAID NO EXPENSES AND I HAD TO BUY MYSELF ANY FOOD I WANTED AND TO PREPARE IT MYSELF.

IN 1990 TRIXIE DASHEVSKY (HER REAL NAME) TOOK ALL OF OUR MEAGER POSSESSIONS AND SHE WENT FROM DOOR TO DOOR AND STORE TO STORE AND TOLD THEM AND THE POLICE THAT I WAS VIOLENT AND AGGRESSIVE AND I HATED POLICE, LAWYERS AND WOMEN.

I STILL HAD TO COME UP WITH ABOUT $1800 PER MONTH FOR THE EX-WIFE AND MY MOTHER AND A SMALL PAYMENT TO EACH OF MY CHILDREN. THEY HAD CRIED ON THE PHONE FOR SHOES AND FEES AND SPENDING MONEY WHICH MY EX DID NOT SUPPLY. THIS WAS REALLY TOUGH, AFTER PROPERTY TAXES AND INSURANCE PAYMENTS AND EMPLOYEES WAGES I HAD JUST MY LIMITED BASIC GROCERY MONEY.

THIS MEANT THAT MY EMPLOYEE AND I HAD TO TRIM MARIJUANA 4 TO SIX DAYS EVERY FIVE WEEKS. "I TOLD THE NEIGHBORS TO CALL THE COPS ON YOU ANY TIME THEY COULD" SHE SAID, PROBABLY TRYING TO SCARE ME OFF OF MY PROPERTY.

HERE ARE THE NIGHTMARE STATISTICS:

THE PROBABILITY OF GETTING BUSTED TRIMMING WAS THAT 18% OF THE TIME THAT THE POLICE CAME HERE WE WOULD BE TRIMMING AND WE WOULD BE VULNERABLE TO ARREST AND SEIZURE OF MY PROPERTY AND THE DEPORTATION OF MY BRITISH WORKER.

THE POLICE DID COME DURING TRIM JOBS BUT THOSE TIMES THEY DID NOT GET TO CHARGE INTO THE HOUSE.

THE OTHER TERRIBLE THING THE COP CALLING AND MY EX-WIFE TALKING ABOUT ME, INCLUDING THAT I HAD MONEY AND I DID NOT, CAUSED WAS THAT IN ADDITION TO WORKING UP TO 70 HOURS PER WEEK FOR JUST GROCERIES I WAS ALSO THE ONE AND ONLY AND ALWAYS SECURITY GUARD WHO COULD NOT CALL THE POLICE FOR ASSISTANCE.